movie schmoovies

of late, i seem to have this knack of catching movies with really sad endings. not the unrequited love, dramatic sort but more of the could've, would've, should've but didn't and now they're dead! everytime i watch a movie like that it eats me up inside. its frustrating watching movies like that. i guess its cause its such a real scenario. it happens everyday all around the world to everyone. sad friggin story. you just want to grab them and proceed to shake them violently to get them to wake up their ideas and say something. if you love someone, tell them. don't leave it to chance that they know how you feel. if you miss someone tell them cause if you don't, they could never come back. if you want someone to be part of your life, invite them in, even if you run the risk of rejection. atleast then you know it wasn't a lack of trying. we do and say things to push people away because WE think its the best thing to do regardless of how badly it rips us up inside. we watch as someone else cries themselves blind as a repercussion of our own actions but we justify it ... we find a way. everybody wants to play god but nobody has the capacity to really be god-like.
so many things we take for granted. we live as though it was our right to... but isn't it? so, where do we draw the lines and should they be crossed? when is enough really enough?
don't procrastinate, if its worth doing, do it today.

blah blah blah... sometimes i bore myself with my jibber jabber.