the crows keeps jumping to an empty beat...

this would have to be the weirdest head space i've been in, in a long while. i have so much to say but nothing seems to want to come out anymore cause it always seems to move one way. i give up trying to talk. i might as well take a vow of silence and watch the world through my quiet eyes. i give up. i think i've had more than i care to want to deal with. its pointless... you can bring a horse to water but you can't make it drink. its all becoming to hard. way too fucking hard. even know as i sit here, i have a million and one things goin through my mind but there's just too many thoughts i can't keep up with. i'd like really like to grab you and throw you out the fucking window but what good would that do? if its not going to happen then its not going to happen. i should just leave it be. its so fucking frustrating it makes my head hurt and fills me with an unexplainable rage. its time like these which remind me why i want nothing to do with anyone. i can't do it anymore. i'm walking away from you. i'm not going to look back cause then i might just miss whats infront of me. i am a ball of fucking rage. tired and frustrated. tired of you and frustrated by your lack of communication. walk........