morning has broken and another beer is opened

running commentary...720am
i'm sitting on the swing enjoying yet another beer when coach drags me over to doodle on her book. this is what transpired...
*an angsty god writes*
friends are to be treasured and appreciated. acquaintences are to be treated aloofly. one night stands are to be found, followed, felt, fucked and last but not least, forgotten.

for everyone one word that someone has to say, i have a million and one come backs, retorts and reasons as to why they should just step off.

my name is d.a.a.d.s. and the only things i care about in my life are:-
i. my family
ii. my pets
iii. the ones i call friends
iv. the less fortunate
v. myself
anything over and beyond the above 5 hold no importance or any such affinity in my life.

i want nothing for i have everything. there is nothing to yearn, for there is nothing which this world has to offer that i don't already have or had.
*coach frowns, sighs and writes*
i am but a fool of love. A saint who lust and crave for that little bit of romance.
Ah how wonderful it is of we have the switch to turn on and off the omnimous sunlight.
*god while trying not to barf all over coach's book...."aw come a friggin on coach"... coach, "i'm talking about light"...god, "ok fine, light light light..." ..so the angsty god turns mellow... and god said.. "let there be light"...*

..oh how wonderful it would be,

if we could only see;

the hurt we cause each other,

the reckless abandonment for one another.

if i could change just one thing,

it would be the ability to bring;

light into someone's life,

and forever end their aching strife!

*god... "is that better coach? happy now?" coach scribbles with goofy grin, tears off and hands to god*

Dear Desiree, something for you.

You do your thing

And I do my thing

I'm not in this world to live up to your expectations

And you're not in this world to live up to mine

You are You

And I am I

And if by chance we find each other,

Its beautiful.

Not by me

*signed elin*

*god sighs and manages something which resembles a smile... coach continues to write*

...send the light to the darkness

give them hope in life

send lots of bread to them

cease their starvation

torment them no more of their sufferings

and oh god, cradle them gently in your arms

comfort them with your love

for the love they seek is in you.

*god..."oh alrught already*

8am... one more beer and another cigarette.
i start laughing to myself. the two suspects look at me funny. i whipout my evil grin...


325pm
i accidentally came across a written conversation between 2 people regarding myself others... guys, don't speculate cause it breathes life to unnecessary innuendos... but atleast it gives me a clearer idea of who's said what and the games they wanna play. i'm disappointed...
*shrugs*

*blinkety blink*